Thursday, July 29, 2010

Don't believe the hype

Dun dadda

Thursday, July 22, 2010

I bomb atomically

Socrates' philosophies
and hypothesis can't define how I be droppin these
mockeries, lyrically perform armed robbery

I like this mat

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

That snake could be that chick

And that rat could be that cool cat, that's whispering "she's trying to play you for a fool, Black"
So yea, there's been things happening. And I think that it's been a real eye opener. It's almost enough to bring me out of my little safe place. It's brought change and unknown and everything that worries me.
But it's also brought realisation and clarity on alot of things that I didn't think to question before.
I found out that my immediate family (think Mommy, Daddy, Baby, Meli, John and their offspring) matter to me the most.
I found out that people I expect to be there, aren't. And I can't be upset at that. Why should they be there? It's just putting way too much faith in people. I hate having to rely on people for anything. I hate that feeling of not being in control of not handling something, because something else was missing.
I also found out, that some people are there for you through thick and thin. That the ones who are the furthest away make you feel like they are right here, when the people right here are not.
And finally, I found out, that damn, the poeple I had no faith in, can actually make an effort and might actually help the situation.
Human nature can surprise you when you least expect or want it. That can be applied to positive and negative ways.
I really hope that we have more positive instances.