Friday, October 30, 2009

10 Things I'm Greateful For

I'm gonna start a new monthly regular on my blog. At the end of every month, I will list 10 things that I am grtfeul for for that month.

Let's start with October:

1. Baby
2. My parents
3. Mel, John and Fat Head
4. Ballerinas dancing to baby beluga
5. Baked goods
6. Indian sweets
7. NO SNOW!!!
8. Pink Capes
9. Superman
10. Sauasage rolls.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

My not so secret crush

Yea, I think I like him

He ain't had a buzz like this.......

....since the last time that he overdosed.

Shouts to Neekee , for getting this right. BONUS POINTS!!!

But in case the rest of you (all three) don't know where these lines are from, it's from this video; Forever by Drake, featuring Kanye, Lil Wayne and Eminem.

Everyone is weighing in on who they think has the best lyrics. And I am in no way, shape or form, a hip hop head. But I know what I like.

And I think that Eminem has the best "flow" (???), hahaha. I like how he picks up the beat, he rhymes quick. I think he has a tremendous amount of talent. Too bad he feels the need to dumb himself down, i.e his forst album and all the slim slady shit, where he raps in that high pitched voice making him seem like an idiot. He has the same affect that Ghost has singing reggae, hahaha.

Then I like Kanye's next. I know he's an ass, ans he totally contradicts the point of the song, but I feel where he's coming from. He's cocky and he's used to people letting him get away with the shit that he says and does. But he's human. I feel like he's trying to warn Drake, with all this fame and success he wants, be warned mang, be warned. But 'Ye is sort of a complainer. His first album had Spaceship, and he was complaining about working and not getting any reconition. Now he's getting attentiona nd he doesn't want it anymore. Meh, it's Kanye.

I feel like Drake and Lil Wayne's verse are weak. And again, this is only my opinion. Drake is like dumbing it down and not really singing about anything. He's way too cocky, and yes, he does have reason to be sure of his talent, but honestly, he needs to chill. I don't really like any of his songs, to be honest, other than this one, and I think it's because of Eminem.

Lil Wayne, is just himself. Half the time, I don't have any idea what he's saying. And I do like his songs, but they're more for the beats, and to hear Robin Thicke, hahaha. I love me the sounds of his soulful crooning.

But yea,my take.

I don't really have anything to write about as you can obviousky see from my last two posts.

Ok, that's it.



..........My foots sleeping on the gas.

Dear Life,

I know I haven't really been good too you and you've given me nothing my support and love. You've given me oppurtunities and second, third and fourth chances and I keep fucking you over. You deserve so much more from me, and I feel disgusted that I haven't been what you were hoping for, what you were investing into a relationship. I feel like things have been moving too quickly and I've always just been behind by a couple days, but that's always been more than enough time to mess up what we were building towards.
I think you deserve better. You deserve some who appreciated the efforts made, who takes advantage and completes what's been handed to them. Someone who recriprocates those emotions and feelings back to you.
I guess you can call this my 'Dear John' letter.
I think we should break up.
Please don't call me or email me anymore.

Have a good one,

***Disclaimer, i'm not suicidal or anything, just venting and self pitying****

Sunday, October 11, 2009


Dananananana, dananananana, clapclapclapclap.

I went to Ocktoberfest yesterday. It consisted of eating really gross sausages with saukrate and drinking beer. I was fasting so I had the luxury of eating popcorn and beer nuts. Because I was dd too, I got a nifty sticker that got me access to unlimited free soda and juice (BONUS!!!!). The highlight of my night (other than seeing one of my cousins drunk out of her pants thanking all civil servants for their duties) was seeing these great masses of people doing the chicken dance. If you don't know what it is, YouTube it. Just all these people in sync. It was interesting. That will be my most memorable memory of my first Oktoberfest.


Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again.

I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
and if it hits better make it worth the fall.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

We so tight

That you get our styles tangled.

I've been a little busy with life and such. Will go into details later. Miss you guys. Hopefully, I'll be able to provide more of an update later.