Searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me.....

cause it seems that wrong, really loves my company........

I feel like an adulturer. I feel like my husband has gone away on a business trip but my father in law is staying with me, and has been nothing short of a wonderful father in law, and i'm going on a booty call with my younger lover. He thinks i'm going to help out my parents. I'm leaving my wonderful father in law at my house, while he thinks he's doing me a favour and watching my house for me in case something were to happen, while I go try to convince a younger, hotter guy that he should be with me and only me, although he has all these hoes and sluts vying for his attention too. Mind you, my hubby has been what he said he was when we got into this union, and we have had some good times. But the bad times are what's irking me. I feel like I settled, like I was in an unhealthy relationship and hubby was there to pick me up. I should've looked to him for friendship and that was all, but I decided to commit. Do you see how I get myself into these situations????

Now if you will excuse me, I have to go sell myself.